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Ketuk-ketuk Ramadhan

Tahun ni tahun ke-4 kami puasa berjauhan.  Tahun ke-2 husben Ramadhan di KK. And me? hmmmmmmmmmmm. Moga dipermudahkan…

So mengikut pengalaman yg lepas, keadaan trafik kat KK bulan Ramadhan sama je macam kat KL. Sian husben nak masak tak sempat. Tapau kat bazar pun jem lagi dgn juadah bazar tak macam kat kl. So kebetulan duk KK cuti ni lama sikit so masakkan siap2 lauk Ramadhan untuk suami nanti…

Taklah variety sangat. Kari ayam, masak lemak cili api daging, kurma ayam dan sambal ikanbilis. So dia tinggal masak nasi n topup je lauk sayur ie potong timun ke goreng telur ke…

Hasil bersilat kat dapur 4 hari berturut, dapatlah 13 paket lauk. Nanti rotate2 la ye yang. Tu kira utk weekdays je buka sahur sebab iols tau wiken dia balik kl πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡ cukuplah utk 3wks sebab lepastu nak rayaaaaaaa

So kita yg puasa kat KL ni peciterrrrrr hahaha. Nnt la pk yg pasti kul 4 kita zasss balik amik anak2 πŸ˜†πŸ˜†

Jalan Sulaman

Kalau datang KK jangan lupa masukkan dlm itenerari sesi makan2. Hehe. Kata orang sini seafood sedap dan murah. Tapi entri ni saya nak share apa yg anda boleh jumpa di Jalan Sulaman, Tuaran.

Sepanjang Jalan Sulaman ni, ada berderet gerai yg jual Lokan Panggang! Ada la dalam berbelas2 gerai. Menu sama je. Lokan panggang, air kelapa bakar, puding kelapa, jagung bakar. Sesuai gi waktu petang sebab tak byk jual menu berat2 kalu nak mkn lunch etc. Kitorg gi pun kul 2-3pm cmtu.

Lokan ni dijual dlm 3 saiz ie kecil, sederhana, besar. Bukan saiz lokan tapi bilangan yg byk ke sikit. Aritu kami 4 beranak order, 2 set lokan panggang – satu M, satu L. Hehe. Dihidang dengan sos cili spesel. Rasa lokan ni lebih kurang macam kerang dan seangkatannya. emmm dappp

Mula2 order sederhana je. Lepas habis tu, order saiz besar pulak. Ni saiz sederhana ada dlm 25pcs kot rm18. All 4 of us. Alahai senyum tu padahal peluh macam air terjun panas sangat hari tu sebab elok kitorg balik je hujan lebat sesangat!

Lepastu air kelapa muda rasa biasa je mcm dijual kat mana2. Yg istimewa nya adalah air kelapa bakar. Kelapa muda dibakar sampai hitam belah luar. Sedap sangat air kelapa suam2 rasa lemak2 mcm santan sikit. Taktau camne nak explen tapi memang sedap bila air tu lalu kat tekak. Hehe

Pastu ‘Aaqil makan puding kelapa dlm cawan dgn mee goreng. Lapar ye anakku.

Last but not least yg paling faveret ku antara semua adalah puding kelapa dalam kelapa!   Sedap sangat! Tgh panas makan jelly tu sejuk2. Harga RM5 utk mcm ni. Yg biasa harga separuh.

Total makan santai2 camni dlm rm50+ tak silap. Lokan tu saje RM30 kot. Tapi berbaloi la sedap susah nak jumpa (ke?).

So kalau uols mai KK sewa keta pastu dtg sini ok. Taxi or uber takut tak berbaloi lak sebab stgh jam jgk dari KK city. Kalu sewa kereta bolehlah lajak pergi tempat lain makan seafood ke tgk sunset ke gi Imago ke heheh…

Hello KK!

So here we are in KK. Short ‘vacation’ before I go back to the office. Post confinement I have another 1.5months so why not we follow walid to KK kan haha. Kuasser mak nak duk KL sorang2.

Its also ‘Arfaan’s new experience of jetsetting! I mean, on a flight. Duh. And ‘Aaqil’s hundreds times (ok tipu tapi lucky u son kecik2 dah merata).  He was only 44days young 😱

The advantage of KK-KL-KK every weekend, husband is now a GOLD Enrich member. So we got to enjoy golden lounge every trip 😍 Free fooooooood and of course, comfort while waiting to board. Alhamdulillah… ‘Arfaan sleeping with walid while ummi having lunch. ‘Aaqil flying like a pro πŸ’ doing his own thanggg hihi Now back to ummi so that walid can have his lunch pulak. Gitu lah bila tak dpt seat bassinet. Huhu. Baju dah bertukar sebab baju tadi kena yakyak bocor adui Hello Kota Kinabalu we are so ready for you!!! 😍❀

I’ll resume to work early May so end of this month we’ll be back in KL. ‘Aaqil on the other hand having tough time to understand this – there’ll be only me, him and adik in KL and walid still in KK after this. Well he enjoys this phase (all 4ofus together) very much. I hope he’ll understand. Soon. 

Brotherly Love

‘Aaqil has been the only child for 5 yrs! He never had to share his toys. He never had to share his stuff. And more importantly he never had to share his Ummi & Walid. Hehe

Did i tell you that he never liked babies. Ok rephrase. He didnt have feelings for babies. Kalau jumpa little cousins he wont play with em or even notice their existance (lol). He’ll do his thing. Dia pernah cakap;

“‘Aaqil suka kawan yg lagi besar dari ‘Aaqil”

“‘Aaqil nak sayang baby ummi (adik) je bukan baby lain..” when i was pregnant with ‘Arfaan.

The whole 9 months he was beyond happy waiting for the arrival of his ‘friend’. He would kiss my tummy. Talk to the baby. And even has plan for the baby when the baby is out he he

Their first photo as brothers ❀ 03/02/2017.
The first few weeks was quite tough. He was like fighting for attention. Tiba2 tak boleh gi toilet sendiri. Tiba2 nak teman selalu(dalam rumah). Tiba2 nak ummi suap makan. Semua yg clingy lah. Dah macam bukan dia yang sgt independent sebenarnya. And boy I was stressed out bcoz of this. Long before i realized that it is just a new big brother who has been the only child for 5yrs, going through a new phase, wanting for attention.

Day by day I can see that his love for ‘Arfaan grows. Especially during his ‘ponteng’ days from skool. He’ll help me with diaper changing, tengok ‘Arfaan mandi, singing lullaby to him, keep ‘Arfaan company when im taking my (short and sweet) bath/cooking/doing housechores. And the list goes on. Though he always ask “ummi, kenapa baby tak terus besar” or “ummi, kenapa baby besar lambat sangat”…  #facepalm. 

When he came back from his 1st day of school here, I can see that he misses ‘Arfaan even more. He would kiss all over ‘Arfaan and talks to him using soft voice. And it was very spontaneous! ‘Arfaan on the other hand, now very expressive, would respond to him with his cheeky smile. Awwwwhh 😍 

Sometimes I wonder whether is there any jealousy or inferiority involved since obviously my attention will be more to the baby. So to avoid that, I’d make an effort to give the same attention if not more. Contoh “lepas adik tidur ummi tidurkan ‘Aaqil ok” atau “nanti lepas ummi susukan baby ummi lukis utk ‘Aaqil ya…” I hope slowly and surely he’ll get used to having ‘other sibling’ in the house he he

Moga ‘Aaqil akan jadi abang yang baik, penyayang, melindungi adik2nya dan menjadi contoh yg baik buat mereka. Dan semoga tiada rasa cemburu rasa iri rasa yang negatif antara kamu, hanya rasa kasih dan hormat inshaallah…

 I love you so much my boys ❀

Lapan Tahun

Alhamdulillah hari ni 13 Mac 2017 genap 8 tahun usia perkahwinan kami ❀

Kejap je rasa. So many things happened in 8yrs. Every marriage has its fair share of challenges and ours is included. Perkahwinan tu takkan selamanya happy. Ada ujian. Airmata kadang2 yg teman. Tapi percayalah Allah tu Maha Mengetahui. Dia tau tahap kesabaran kita. Sebab tu lain pasangan lain ujiannya. Takleh lari. Mana ada perkahwinan yg indah 365 hari setahun. Kan.

Apapun, kena sentiasa syukur. Ada suami yg penyayang. Yang masih sihat tubuh badan. Yang masih terima kita walau fizikal dan emosi kita tak macam masa mula2 kahwin dulu hehe. 

Alhamdulillah 8yrs and now we have 2 boys. ‘Aaqil dan ‘Arfaan. Ada orang kahwin 10 tahun, masih lagi mencuba utk dptkan zuriat. Moga Allah beri kami kesabaran utk membesarkan amanah Allah ini. 

Alkisah pagi tadi tgh duduk2 kat ruang tamu, wish kat suami happy anniv. Lepastu dia kata eh hari ni brp haribulan (tgk fon). Eh aah la. Lepastu episod saya merajuk 5 minit. Sambil ckp ni baru 8tahun yang oiiii…takkan dah lupa. Eh memang geram la kan.

Petang td tiba2 ada orang call ckp nak deliver bunga. Haha! Rupanya suami buat2 lupa pagi tadi. Dia dah order bunga since semalam lagi. Awww thanks sayang for the thot. Hehe Btw nama bunga ni One In A Million. Nampak tak ros putih tengah2 tu. geddit? 😝😘   #cryariver #fortherecord #incasethiscardwentmissing 

Told him sorry i dont have present for you this year. Oh no, silap, thats your present (sambil tunjuk ‘Arfaan yg tengah tidur). Lol

Thank you husband for the great 8yrs. For all the love, the sacrifice, the PATIENCE. I cant promise to make you happy all the time (oh well) but I pray that Allah will protect our marriage from any harm, any bad things and we’ll be together in Jannah, amiiin

I love you ❀

The Unforgettable 38w4d Checkup

So a week after we went for another check up. Which was yesterday. The hilarious one i must say. Funny but complicated. Lol

Few days before i was sooo looking forward for birth, coz first; my husband finally here (yay!), second; its about time when Aaqil was born ie at around 38wks, third; cant wait to meet this lil bub, his weight is just niceeee, just the right ‘size’ for me to push him out? I even googled “gentle birthing tips” and “how to induce labor naturally” ha ha thats how serious i was. We even planned the long weekend for jalan2 at mall dari hujung ke hujung just to kickoff the labor ;p

So yesterday, husband teased me. Nak naik tangga tak sampai tingkat 6 (the clinic) . But i replied takpelah, tgk nanti kalau baby belum engagaged kita turun pakai tangga lah. He he.

I gained 2kgs in a week!! Yayy. Siap cakap yesss masa timbang. Nurse tu pun pelik2 tny kenapa suka haha. 

Fiza called my name. Tak sempat nak duduk dpn Dr Seri terus Dr Seri cakap “kausar duk diam2 ya” pastu tgk my face clueless, dia sambung…”Coz i’ll be flying to xxx tonite. I’ll only be back on 1 Feb…”

Buntang mata jap. Taktau nak react camne. Pandang husband. Pastu sengih lama2 tergelak sbb kelakar dr seri cakap gitu ??

Dr Seri kata the plan was adhoc and she has to make this trip yada yada. Family related thingy. Tapi rasa cam kelakarrrr sangat the whole session we were laughing our hearts out sebab now we have to plan to just stay home the whole weekend lol. And no more Jan babyyyy. Dgn Fiza2 pun sama masuk dalam cerita psl cny holiday plan lol

Dr Seri quickly ok let us scan the baby so we know where we’re at. She pressed my tummy. Oooo tinggi lagi ni. Phew baby has not engaged yet. Haha phew okay. And he gained 200g in a week alhamdulillahhh. No more worries. Ummi makan byk. If the babys out after Dr Seri balik, he’ll prolly be 3.2kg camtu whoaaa. Aaqil was only 2.85kg mind you. She even said that she doesnt like to induce her patients just because she’ll be away for vacation its ufair to them. And she’s not keen on ‘giveaway’ her patients to other gynaes. Mcm rasa xbest gitu. Awwww

The head was still ‘floating’ as shown in the ultrasound screen. Not in the birth canal yet. Not just yet. Alhamdulillahh 

Dr Shilpa will be replacing Dr Seri’s cases when shes away. But ye lah of course you want your own gynae to be there when u in labor kan. Plus shes the only muslim lady gynae in the hosp. I want her to sambut my baby…

So. For now, all i can do is not to induce labor naturally just yet. Let the baby snuggle a lil bit longer. Enjoy the last few days being preganant. Aaqil to enjoy his last few days of being the only child. Oh and did i tell you that i’ve begin my nesting instinct — i can spent this cny weekend spring cleaning my wardrobe, my fridge, my freezer… He he

Having said that, on topppppp of everything, the most important thing is my baby is safely delivered, healthy and we both have no complications post delivery. Amiin. Whoever sambut the baby is no 2. Babies know their birthday. Allah knows best. Right. 
Oh we’ll be meeting the gynae again on 2nd Feb! What happen in between today to that date is rahsia Allah. Pray for us!! ❀️

Of Recent Checkup

So earlier today we went for our 38wks check up. Was quite nervous the whole time because we need only oneeeeeee more week before we can let the baby out. Aci ke ayat cemtuh. Coz next week husband will still be in KK. And i still have to close out my project final review. CNY only we can call “its timeeee babyyyyy” ? So sekarang baby pls help yourself inside ummi buatlah mcm rumah sendiri sementara tunggu walid balik okayy

So i just gained 100gram from my weight 2wks ago ie 60.7kg. Say whatttt. We actually went for brunch at Haslam prior to the checkup — nasi campur ngan roti canai pisang dgn 2gelas air. So i thot that wud make me emm 2kgs heavier, no? In total i’ve gained 13kgs from my pre pregnancy weight. Ok la kan. 

So masa scan i was hoping that the baby took all the 100g plus 100g from i dunno where. Our 36wks recorded 2.6kgs. Today? 2.76kg. When Dr Seri plotted the fetal growth in the chart, it seemed the baby growth is at plateau abit. Growth not as expected. 

Suspen.

“Hmm kenapa eh doc. Saya makan banyak dah… Amniotic fluid ok kan”

“Tu la i tgk mcm plateau ni. Hmm. Let me measure the fluid. So far i nampak normal je. If not i kena induce you…”

Terus muka pucat pandang husben. Dalam hati doa supaya everything is normal. I dun fancy the word induce. Tskkk

“Ok sini ok. Here also ok. Hah… Ur fluid level just fine. Kenapa ni adikkkk. I rasa u memang jenis ruan kecik ni…”

Pandai Dr Seri sedapkan hati i huhu

Oh btw baby still on the high side. Tak turun lagi. Which makes me relief. Coz we need at least another week pretty pls. CNY onwards nanti kita jalan bebanyak ok. Ukur jubin mall, squat dsbg

So next checkup is in 6days. 

Lepas pcmc singgah low yat plaza. Husband nak cari barang. So lepak minum frappe nak kasi berat katanya. But honestly i ate a lot. Err i think. Tho at times i ate in less portion coz my tummy getting smaller i guess. 

As long as the baby is fine and healthy we are more than happy amiiin

So baby pls stay put til next checkup and grow sikit je lagi before we meet okayhhh ❀️

2016 Rolla Costah

cant believe its already the last day of 2016! I’d say this year flies so fast u have no idea. So many ups and downs, dreams shattered, plans gone haywired, unexpected gift and surprisingly we managed to go through this year phewwww*lap peluh* … syukur ke hadrat ilahi

Familyplanning-wise, I can still remember we (our little family) started the year with high hope that my husband will demob to KL from Ashgabat for good in Feb; after been let down for few months, as promised by HR…since early 2015 mind u ;( So we braved few more weeks to Feb 2016. I even have my calendar being strikes out day by day, countdownla kunun. 

Come Feb, we got another news. All mob-demob of personnel kena freeze due to restructuring exercise throughout the company. Not only we were upset with the postponement, but with the not-so-happy rumors on salary cutting la, vss la, downsizing la etc. Feb was an emotional month for both our careers and family planning. I was sooooo overwhelmed with so many things in my head that i decided to leave Facebook (until today alhamdulillah still sober lol). Deleted fb from my phone. Thats what i did. Walaupun ekceli takde kena mengena pun dengan re-org tu. Kebetulan je. Hehe. Just so happen that i want to clear up my mind (fb ni kadang semak especially bila ada benda viral dan it occupies my mind yg tgh semak masa tu hihi). 

So yeah dari Feb pospon ke Mac. And finallyyyyyyy 19th March my husband finally back in KL like finally. 3x finally tu haha. Kurang beberapa hari je tu genap 4 tahun bermastautin di bumi Turkmenistan huhu. No doubt the country has been good to us, the memories we will forever cherish in our life ❀️

Not even 2 weeks we celebrated his homecoming, the company was vss-ing ppl, moving the staff, trasfer sana transfer sini. Then we heard rumors that my husband’s name was NOT in KL. Say whatttt. I even have the possibility to be transferred outside KL. What will happen to all our 2016 plans and dreams and —–

30th of March, at our airbnb stay in the middle of Tokyo city, we braved ourselves with the news…ie reading his letter of transfer to *drumrolls* Sabah operations. It was such an emotional night for both of us. Terus pk Aaqil camne, i camne, dia camne…after so many yrs being apart…then this happens.

It took us few hours to finally fall asleep and decided to sleep on it haha. Pagi tu macam2 idea keluar – sambil nak bersiap ke Disneyland. Can u imagine our mix of emotions at that time. We were on vacation and dealing w not so good news at the same time. My husband tried his luck to delay the date of mob to Sabah. Pujuk bos la. Riki HR la. But little that we know that not only us facing the sudden news. Some of our close friends been offered w vss. Some others went through the same ordeal as us, ie LDR and most of em w small kids. Alhamdulillah it  took us less than a day to actually digest this news and redha. Acceptance is hard but  thats the only option we have. And make the best of it. Alhamdulillah im still at KL office so its just back to square one. Cuma i no longer stay w my parents that is. New challenge tu. 

Financial-wise, it has been one of the most challenging year. Firstly, we no longer enjoy the international allowance that we hav since 2012. Now we are quite tight up with this ‘new arrangement’ ie we have to impulsely buy a 2nd car, new furnitures for the house at Sabah, monthly rental n expenses, AND the weekly flight ticket KK-KL-KK. Quite a big chunks of RM there. Aaqil was not happy with walid only around during weekends. But thats the best arrangement we can make for him so that it wont be the same as walid-kat-Ashgabat. Inshaallah duit flight tu berbaloi. Nak kira brp habis mmg nangis tapi life goes on. Ini bahagian kami…❀️ at least husben kat kk. Ada kawan tu wife kat bintulu, dia kat kl. Anak 2org kecik2 lg. Bintulu tu ada satu je kot flite pegi balik kl tiap hari. So my fren jaga si kakak, wife jaga baby. Cant imagine of we were in their shoes… Allah uji ikut kemampuan hambaNya…

Despite that,

Allah granted our du’a in front of Kaabah, at haramain, in Raudhah, ie to conceive again. Alhamdulillah. 2 months after my husband transferred to Sabah, we received this big-beyond-happiness news. Allah Maha Kaya. Allah Maha Adil. With me alone w Aaqil and this lil bub inside me, i know that if He get us to this, He will get us through this. My pregnancy so far alhamdulillah no complications. Allah blessed me with energy and redha and sabar. He knows my limit. Ada sorang kawan cakap, bila diuji macam ni, barulah kita rasa sangat pergantungan kita hanya pada Allah, bukan pd manusia…so true!!??

And the pregnancy just became the highlight of my year. All the tears and frustrations during the first quarter of the year seems nothing. Allah is the best planner. He wont give us all. He leave us with a tiny ongoing ujian so that we keep on remember Him. Syukur…

Oh so THAT ??? my fellow readers, are my 2016 roller coaster ride highlights he he. Other than that, in random..

1. We went to Japan(woot!) during sakura blooming – spring in March. Japan is just uhmaaazinggg. We wish to comeback someday he he. Mahal naw naw so kena tunggu tabung Aaqil penuh. Eh ??

2. I dunno how this made to the list but looking at the no of purple boxes growing giv me somewhat therapy hihi. Yes I got dUCk-ed. Like a pregnancy hormones or something. Frankly i’ve once condemned the brand for putting ridiculos price on a scarf. Tapi tak tahan beb. Especially bila tgk cite Love Vivy. Baby nak jgk lol salahkan baby. My fav would be the PB satin silk. N those georgettes. Chiffons pun best. Pendek je la ducktower tu compare ngan hardcore duckies hehe. My next target is their #worldmapduck. Moga berjaya dalam battle itteww?? If u nak try ducks tapi xmo spend too much you can go to ig #duckscarvestoletgo and buy the preloved ones w cheaper price. Tapi premium basics je la. Yg limited ed macam bloomingduck tu harga makin naik adalah sampai almost rm1k selai. Hehe

3. Aaqil been rushed to emergency due to high fever TWICE! Within less than 2mths gap. Sekali bln puasa, lg sekali cuti merdeka. Luckily nothing serious. Only infection so after few hrs under close monitoring he was discharged. And both happened during weekdays so husband wasnt around. Alhamdulillah my dad and lil sister were available to accompany us during those hard times. My family is definitely my strengths.

4. Trip to KK and Kundasang for a week. So happen that Aaqil’s school was closed for whole week during EidAdha+Hari Malaysia so i took leave and spend a week there. Supposed to blog about this but so malas. Later i pwomise.

5. Aaqil needs to wear glasses! I was quite upset when his specialist revealed to us the news. I was in denial. He’s supposed to start wearing ’em in Aug. But i just ignore the prescription letter by the doctor. Suami pun xmo paksa nnt mak buyung marahh hihi. Until in Nov if im not mistaken, I finally told my husband ok lets do this. Power dia tak tinggi sgt pun dlm 75 gtu je. Tapi silau tinggi. We also dont want his squint eyes to recur. We went high and low looking for the most suitable glasses for his age. Yelah budak2 kan lasak, belum pandai jaga barang etc. So MIRAFLEX is the best brand in town. Very practical and comfortable for kids. The frames are made of rubber, comes w more than 20 colors! Cantikk. Cuma downside dia adalah tak byk kedai ada brand ni. We finally found his glasses at a very small optical store at Mydin PV12. So far dah pakai dekat 3wks and he seems okay with it alhamdulillah 

6. One of the sweetest memory for 2016 was ; Aaqil received an award for Best Khalifah in his class during Ihtifal ceremony! Alhamdulillah. Also he is now able to read in Malay. He just started ReadEasy for english few months back. We are forever proud of him regardless. May he continues to excel in both academic n akhlak n a better muslim for sure. Amiin

7. Recently we went for our babymoon(nak jugak) cum roadtrip cum LegoLand trip for year end vacation! SO.MUCH.FUN… Coz we also cramped in our iteneraries with jjcm at JB and Melaka. Bestttt! Later jugak i blog if rajin hihehu

  Our most recent photo – boxing day 2016 ?? Me @ 34wks?

And that my dear, wraps up our 2016. No doubt it has been colorful with lots of love and blessings alhamdulillahhh 

May 2017 brings us more hope, more happiness, more rezeki and better person amiiin! ❀️

Half Way There

In any pregnancy, this is one of the most long awaited and exciting moment — feeling your baby move πŸ™‚ 

Masa ‘Aaqil dulu ingat lagi first time rasa “dubb” kat dalam tu masa raya puasa, kat Baling. Masa tu dlm 20-21wks pregnant. Terkejut sebab ehhhhhh. Lepas tu asik tunggu je next kick hehe.

Kali ni dia rasa mild2 je start dari 17wks. Macam bubble gitu. Tak reti pulak identify significant kick. Mungkin sebab bukan 1st pregnancy so kita cepat notice perubahan dalam rahim. Sekarang pun rasa ala2 gelombang. Dan paling obvious malam2 lepas dinner ❀️ 

Alhamdulillah. Moga anak ummi membesar dengan sihat dan kuat dan sempurna segalanya, selamat hingga fullterm, amiin.

Now dah nak masuk 21wks. Will be going for detailed scan end of this month. Nervous pulak rasa. 

Mual2 dah takde. Tapi alahai on off pulak tonsil bengkak, batuk selsema sakit tekak. Doktor bagi antibiotik tapi takmau makan sebab tak berani bila google(well google kata semua xleh). Dont wanna risk anything so i prefer to go natural heal. Tho i still take small dose of pcm sebab kadang dah tak tahan sangat melepek sian kat ‘Aaqil. Ada sekali tu sampai demam panas so pasrah telan pcm. Antibiotik tu i ganti dengan makan Garlic Complex Shaklee. Alhamdulillah 2hari bengkak tonsil surut. Tu yg paling best utk substitute pcm. Thumbs up! Cuma batuk selsema ni bertahan je pantang la air sejuk jap, minum air panas air suam atau honey lemon je. Asalkan tak demam kita tunggu je la dia heal sendiri. Inshaallah…

Selera makan kali ni tak macam masa 1st dulu. Tak mampu lagi nak makan banyak gila. Selera ada tapi masih portion biasa. Terkejut pabila kenyang sebelum waktunya. Eh eh seperti kaciwa pula hehehhehe. Tingin la nak makan lunch dinner lepastu lapar lagi boleh makan desert tapi nan ado. Takpe asalkan baby sihat je ummi ok. Nanti bfeed kita makan banyak2 k ;p

Lagi nak bebel pasal penyakit malas. Saya pregnancy #2 adalah malas. Tapi malas tu takleh dilayan. Oh kalau boleh dilayan memang bahaya. Mujur suami jauh jadi penyakit malas tu tidak terlalu berleluasa dan semakin parah lol. Pastu suka tido lajak2. Padahal belum 3rd tri lagi. Kemon kemon. Alkisah nak tido puas2 nanti nak kena jaga baby tgh malam. Cant imagine those having babies back to back with toddlers some more. Where you guys (i mean mommies) get your energy huh? 

Yang kelakar tu sejak 1st tri dah panic  attack. Buat jadual pagi sampai malam ie mandikan anak2, basuh botol2, basuh bpump, aaqil nak kena makan, baby nak susu, ummi bfeed ni kelaparan kena masak sedap2, siapkan barang skool/nurseri. Mana nak basuh baju sidai baju. Dulu masa ‘Aaqil baby duk umah mak. Mak siap masak, so tinggal melahap makan je. baju pun tinggal lipat je mak n adik2 dah tlg basuh jemur. Sobs. I was so lucky and blessed!

Baby bump? Masih boleh sorok. Masih boleh pakai baju n blouse n skirt prepregnancy. Seluar kije ada 2 helai je masih boleh pakai. Jeans dah kena pakai button extension. I foresee next month kena shopping (yay!) for maternity pants and nursing blouses. Inshaallah…

Ok lah sekian bebelan pabila kerajinan menaip itu datang. Sebagai tatapan di masa depan. Gitew. Till next post.

Tata

Another Bun in The Oven

Bismillah. Yes, Im pregnant again, syukur. 

First trimester just ended today. Phew, alhamdulillah. This time around has been more or less the same macam masa aaqil dulu.

Ada la beza sikit compared to last time terutama sebab kali ni dah takleh manja sangat. Husband is only around during weekends, so…yeah. Let me recap,

– no vomitting syukur. Tapi mual tu normal la. Same cam dulu

– ohoi kali ni takde craving (so far). Cuma ada satu time tu selera nak western je. Imagine nasi berlauk pun boleh memualkan. Scroll ig penuh gambar food pun rasa mual haih

– timing 6 ke 10wks tu masa bulan puasa. So go figure. Penat ngantuk lapar mual semua bersatu. Alhamdulillah Allah beri kekuatan utk puasa penuh. Tapi puasa 6 tak dpt kali ni. Sungguh mencabar itellyou

– syukur juga diberi kekuatan nak buat housechores on weekdays. Aaqil pun dah besar dan faham ummi tak larat. Buat susu sendiri, gi toilet sendiri, mandi sendiri, kemas toys sendiri. Walau kadang kena jd mommymonster haha

– kali ni takleh minum air masak. Rasa mual. Nak air manis dan berperisa je. 

– bab memasak boleh je cuma malas. Takde isu bau tumisan pun cuma isu malas nak masak. Dalam seminggu tu mungkin 2-3x je masak

– bertenaga di hari bekerja tetapi elok suami sampai rumah jumaat malam, terus tetiba nak baring lebih. Lembik. Blame the hormone hihi

– bau kereta masih tak menyenangkan. Stat enjin je terus bukak semua tingkap. Fresh air fresh airrrrr

– bau bilik sendiri yg sangat xbest. Sampai ada satu time tu tukar cadar tilam bantal semua. Tapi sama jurrrrr

– rasa mual bila perut kosong dan bila perut terlampau kenyang. Kena makan tiap 2jam tapi takleh lelebih

– lately selalu pening lebih. Muka pucat. Bibir kering. Bila pregnancy glow nak mai ni ;p

Not whining. Just my notes for future. We are beyond happy with this pregnancy. Waited for years (plus we were and still on long distance). Thank you Allah for this miracle. Buku merah dah buat minggu lepas hihi. Milestone!

Nah belanja satu gambar… 
 

Ultrasound scan at 12wks☺️ #abangsikatbelahtepi

Do make du’a for us. May Allah protect the baby(and us) and bless this journey ❀️